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It's Always Fear

by monstahouse

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1.
Good Terms 04:18
It's been on my mind "The biggest distraction" I can feel you there Can I take you away? I know he won't mind And we can't sleep with us there It is just easier I'll never do you wrong I'll never hurt you And if I do, Can we end it on good terms? I'll never do you wrong That sound's conceited And if we do, Can we end it on good terms? Someone wrote their heights on your arm and I'll never think I'm tall enough to reach them Will you write about me as well? Coming from being held in the deep end I don't even like to go swimming Even when I stand I'm afraid I'll drown And I can't sleep but I want to I just wanted to wake up next to you I'll never do you wrong I'll never hurt you And if I do, Can we end it on good terms? I'll never do you wrong That sound's conceited And if we do, Can we end it on good terms? And if we do, Can we end it on good terms?
2.
Run 03:46
All of the things you want All of the things I know All of the things you need You never wanted So you run far away Where they'll never catch you Run far away As far as you'd take you I am just a dog And you are my tail Memories through my ears And out through the other So I run far away Where they'll never catch me Run far away As far as I can All of the things you want All of the things I know All of the things you need You never wanted
3.
I realised when I was 17 That I was entering an unforgiving liquid machine And it eats me alive What can I do? I keep your profile at the side of my head I feel so helpless I can't take a step And it eats me alive What can I do? All I am Is all I can be All I want Will never come Listening to Clairo just makes me upset 'Coz I keep dreaming of what I can never have And it eats me alive What can I do? I realised when I was 17 That I was entering an unforgiving liquid machine And it eats me alive What can I do? All I am Is all I can be All I want Will never come All I am Is all I can be I can't sleep It keeps me up
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<dreaming> 01:35
5.
The Offing 11:11
It's cold and I can't see It's dark but I will get there I've seen a thousand deaths The future laid right outside my door And it's far I know I know I know And it's hard I know I know I know Lying in bed But cabin pressure haunts my sleep That look within your eyes Please say you only get that for me And it's far I know I know I know And it's hard I know I know I know --- Spring is coming How is it still getting colder? Periwinkles dying out Following in circular parallel motions It means something to me now I cannot see My fingers in front of me When there is something in the way Aren't you scared of being loved? Unhinged, unmasked I will not do that again Undeserved praise Wrapped up in little boxes Something else has got to change It's been too long to be so overworked and tired I feel I could go insane Can you see that one green light on the horizon? Or was it never even there Calling me to come back To a place where I would End up in tears everyday --- If you wanted to come over Go outside and fall in love But sometimes I see the future in slow-motion Eating all I hold dear ,,, It's cold and I can't see It's dark but I will get there
6.
Just Falling 04:51
Give me appetite I feel ill In my strife And all the things I've lost Please complete me For a cause If I scream maybe then my ears would pop And I wouldn't just be falling down If I leave maybe then my fears would stop And I wouldn't just be falling down We just fall apart Was it futile? From the start And now the well's gone dry It's been years that I've been antagonised If I scream maybe then my ears would pop And I wouldn't just be falling down If I leave maybe then my fears would stop And I wouldn't just be falling down If I scream maybe then my ears would pop And I wouldn't just be falling down If I leave maybe then my fears would stop And I wouldn't just be falling down I just want you close to me somehow Never could be how I want aloud All of my shame Was invented In your name And it's always fear If you reach me I'll be here

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released January 27, 2022

Published by Gaga Music

Written and Performed by Su-Ann Low, Adrian Castillo and Oliver Locke
Recorded, Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Su-Ann Low

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monstahouse Sydney, Australia

monstahouse is an Alternative band from the Eora Nation (Sydney, Australia)

The band’s frontwoman, Su-Ann, writes songs about her life, from growing up in Asia, to her struggles with mental health and sexuality

With comments comparing their music to the Sex Bob-omb, Snail Mail and Mitski, monstahouse delivers songs that are charged with emotion and angst, from their bedrooms to yours
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